Bila kita rasa kita miskin,
Ada yang lagi miskin.
Bila kita rasa kita susah,
Ada yang lagi susah.
Bila kita rasa kita tak bahagia,
Ada yang lagi sengsara.
Tapi ingatlah,
Bila kita rasa kita tak sempurna,
Memang takda orang yang sempurna.
I repeat TAK ADA.
So stop wasting time acting perfect lagi-lagi for the sake of others. A lesson learned bila I rasa down, and my hubby said change for yourself, then for Allah, lastly for me.
Appreciate life for one second. Appreciate those who brought you up, smirk at those who brought you down, doubted you in the past. Life has no instructions, it only has guidelines which is religion. What you believe in, hold on to that and stop planning your life. Live it instead because we only live once. Yeap it sounds cliche but it's the truth. You won't get back the times you spend sulking which end up with a fight, pointing each other's mistakes, took too much time thinking what went wrong instead of fixing it and move on and whine whine whine. Stop. Everything happens for a reason. Like my life.
I planned it to be like this.
After high school, enter A university but guess what, I dropped out. Next plan, Enter A college. Here we go again, I only get to finish ONE SEMESTER and wasted 3 years entering, dropping out and nothing seems to be working. I ended up being a housewife. That doesn't mean I'm a loser. Maybe I'm a loser to you but, I am proud to live the life like the old people did where the husbands' works and the wives' stays at home, waiting at the front door for the men to come home and greeted them with salam and kisses. Rather than, both of us are working, we only get one day off, and what if the day clashes then the day is wasted just like that. He has to go to work at 7 and works for 9 hours or maybe more. If I work, who will take care of the house? The chores? But I'm planning to work. Hmm dilemma
