Okay it's like this, we go way back when myspace was everything. The year was 2008 I guess. He added me kot, but he said I added him. Tak kisahlah tu kan. Masa tu I was a player mihmihmih. I played with his heart oh I'm sorry baby boo. Masa tu couple 8 sekali. Haha nak samakan dengan tahun la kot :P Biasa la, too young too dumb too realize and fall in love. Love pun tak tau apa. Bodoh. Haha. Tak sampai sebulan kot couple, then I confess kat dia. And we moved on. But he kept looking for me. Takda dendam apa pun. Watlek watpeace je, sebab I pun tak pernah nak berdendam dengan orang. Jenis yang cepat lupa so cool.
Then as years passes by, on and off kitorang contact and I always pushed him away because I'm always with someone else. Konon nak setia. Dalam masa yang sama kesian kat dia. :( I pushed him away, far away. He came back. I told him I was getting engaged and asked him no to find me anymore padahal nothing is going on. Hmm I'm sorry. I held too strong on what I have at that moment and didn't realize of what I could have is something better and then what I have is not what I have anymore. Get what I mean? Let's put it this way. People just leave. They come and go as they please and luckily, the person who I pushed away, far away has a soft heart. I have no intention of being with him at first. Yelah, I was like, takutlah orang dah benci kan, siapalah kita huuuuu. I texted him, Hai Adha. He replied siapa ni. I replied Ryena :) With a smile tau. Then it starts. We texted and texted all day long. All of the sudden, we agreed on getting married.
He must be really high or something. Haha. I'm 20 and he's 19 at that time. And I must be really crazy. Haha. Alhamdulillah, because of one text, and one sentence our live changed.
Dear husband, I'm sorry for what I've did to you in the past. I'm sorry I didn't take care of myself for you. Sorry I pushed you away. If I can see the future back then, I'm sure I'll do the best to be the best for you. I regret every single mistakes that I've done to you and myself. But hey let's put it this way. Kalau kita ubah masa lalu, mana mungkin outcome dia sama macam harini kan? I love you till the end.
